Loving you isn't easy

You so damn cute it’s driving me insane,
You’ll never want me and that brings me great pain.
The problem is I’m just a friend,
That’s all I’ll be in the end.

My mouth moves but fails to speak,
I may look strong but truthfully I’m weak.
My heart is made of glass and has been broken before,
Matter of fact it was a total heart war.

I used to be such a mess,
My mind started to digress.
I’ve healed since then now my heart is stitched up,
And it doesn’t look so messed up.

When I’m feeling down I look up and smile,
Even if I can only hold it for a while.
But with you by my side id smile for days,
My face would be so bright it’d be ablaze.

My heart beats faster for you,
My hands they shake too.
I can barley breath you drive me insane,
but your always here inside my brain.

Everyone can clearly see,
What just your hugs do to me,
But it seems you barely notice,
And I can hardly speak, you leave me airless.

There is a new me inside,
When I look into your beautiful eyes,
Every time I see you your cuter then you were before,
I know we are just friends but I want more,

What people say makes me rethink everything,
And I wonder who is right.
Do you feel the same or do you feel nothing?
Will we get together or should I just give up the fight.

I'm incredibly confused because i think i love you,
But I'm sure you don't love me back,
My love for you will always stand true,
And without you I’ll bleed black.

Nothing will ever change the sky from blue,
And the grass will still be green
Just as nothing will ever change my love for you,
Because I'm just a pathetic love sick teen.