Soon I'll Be Right Beside You

I walk down the sidewalk, heartbeat rushing as I go more steps.
The sight of a lost girl, a child, with the look in her eye knowing it's been far to many deaths.
I had intentions of seeing you,
I wish I could, I don't know what to do.

Things can't be the same, that may be true.
But what would you say. . .If I did what they do?
Say goodbye.. Never look back.
Maybe, for me, death will attack.

I've never felt this way before,
Feeling like death needs to be knocking at my door.
I don't know what happned to me, when you left.
It's like you took me. . .you pulled a theft.

And now I stand here, bitter and cold,
Wishing my life story could be better told.
I know people say your in a better place,
But I wont give up, I'll see you again, your worth it Chase.

It wont be long now.
Soon I'll be at home up in a cloud.
I write a note, set it down.
Take one last look around.

Say my goodbyes silently to everyone, my neice wakes up ,i kiss her head,
Telling her 'Aunties going somewhere, go back to bed'
Walk out the door,
Knowing, I just can't take it anymore.

Few hours later I am found,
No time left for me, they told my family I was heaven bound.
I wake up to a rush, see the light, know I'm in the right place.
Soon we'll be together Chase<3