Inside I was ***ed, will I arise from the dead?

I thought everything was okay.
I thought everything was alright.
I thought you loved me,
yet somehow you didn't treat me like that last night.

I thought I was normal.
I thought you were too,
I thought you said 'i love you'
Yet your sniggering at my shoes.

I thought I was pretty,
I thought I wasn't shitty,
yet I look at you,
and you can easily tell me the truth.

You said I was emo,
that I had no friends.
That I cut myself at night,
and stayed up drinking because of that fight.

Yet I'm only 13,
I took it all in me,
And look at me now,
You killed me.