Unpretected We Fall

Wishful hearts cannot be unwound.
They are held together by the glue of yearning.
But as life goes on I'm learning,
To be careful what I wish for.

Things are never the same as they once seemed.
I'm confused, all my attemps are done in vain.
I'm falling into this void of neverending pain.
Burning in it's depths, nothing can save me.

Reality is blurring into imagination,
I cannot tell what is real or fake.
In the middle of this desolate lake,
I'm drowning in the blackness of hate.