A Shot Too Many

I'm trying to breath
Reminding myself your not truly there
As they lower you for good
Goodnight my sweet baby.

In the time we had I loved you totally
With burning passion and wild desire
Then in a blink of your blue eyes it was gone
A shot too many for you my love

The doctors said poisoning
But I know the truth
You were scared of the secret in my belly
and drunk to forget it

A shot too many for you my love
But thats how it goes
So I stand here at your grave
Reminding myself you live in my heart

Your daughter is 5 now
She does to school and never forgets you
I wont let that happen my love. We miss you