Progession Leads to Depression

You couldn't save me for long.
The depression is always strung along.
You kept it away for a while,
With your caring words and your loving ways.
But somehow it manages to beat those days.

I don't know what I was expecting.
I don't know how I thought with you the pain would leave.
Now I'm stuck with these damn crushed dreams.
Progession leads to depression.
Depression leads to suicide.
Suicide leads to no more fucking pain inside.

"I care. I really do."
That's what you say,
When you ignore me do you care too?
I'm tired of being just a side girl for you.
Make up your damn mind.
I'm not being pushed aside.