Thoughts

Let my eye sight die
and my mind wander
As I lay and start to ponder..
Thoughts...
They fill my soul, body and mind
Unstopable and addictive
I wonder if I'll live tonight?
My soul gets weaker,
My heartbeat slimmer
As this light begins to shimmer...
So bright, so white
Will I be with you tonight?
Light growing stronger
I still sit and wonder
Will I be with you tonight?
Slowly taken away on a flight through the air
Then... I tear...
I scream in pain and tear again
My flesh, blood coverd and soar
Fingers and blades scratching in for more.
Throbbing and loose veins throughout my system
I dig deeper. Why wont you listen?
Crying... sobbing... and entering my special place....
Maybe there I'll see your face?