he caught me hoping

he always could make me laugh,
no matter what he said,
i couldnt ever look in his eyes,
i knew what would happen,
hed make me hope i had a chance,
i knew id always be in a fighting stance,
everytime he took a breath,
i would shudder,
wishing hed be with no other,
one day as i was looking at him,
his eyes caught mine,
he caught me hoping,
it was worth all my time