Pain Undying

Pain Undying

How can I deal with all this pain?
Sometimes it drives me insane
I just cant deal anymore
Life just seems all the same

Sometimes I lie say Im okay
There really is no way
I just want to scream
There is always something I cant say

Pain from present and past
Life is passing oh so fast
I just want it all to stop
Have a serene moment that will last

All my life been treated wrong
Rejected like I dont belong
I just want it all to end
For a false reality that I long

Almost as though Im happy
Or of course just downright sappy
All is just a fake image cant show my true side
Rejected, hated, unhappy

So I sit here with my pen
Hoping all the pain will end
Whats the point?
Theres nothing a sign could send