Mommy Please Don't Cry

I know I shouldn't of done it,
But mommy you yelled and made me sad,
It's just a bad habit,
Mommy please don't get mad.

Everyone tells me it's a wicked disease,
Mommy you don't believe them.. Do you?
Try to understand that this is what helps me,
There was nothing else I could turn to.

Aw mommy please don't cry,
Your tears make me sad.
I only do this to help me survive,
I don't mean to be bad.

I know I've hurt you mommy,
Because I do this to myself.
But if you promise to always love me,
I swear to get help.

I have given up on my hopes and dreams,
That doesn't mean I want to die.
I promise you I'll never leave,
Mommy please don't cry.