Don't (Blame)

Don't blame them.
It wasn't their fault.
I was a casualty of society
Just a statistic lost in the crowd.
"Teenage suicide rate rises".

Don't call me a coward,
For ending my life.
I just couldn't take anymore.
The constant lies and hate you depend on,
I refused to live that way.

Don't blame yourself.
It was not your fault.
There were no clues, no reason to worry.
Nothing was expected.
I didn't know I'd need you that night.

Don't drown in your sorrow.
Just please, carry on with your life.
My death was accidental, a mistake.
It wasn't meant to cause you pain,
I hate seeing you in tears.

Don't blame me for this tragic event.
It's not my fault, life was simply too much.
I only meant to escape for the moment.
It was supposed to be pretend.
I didn't want to die.