Please Let Me Wake Up!

Where did we go wrong?
Will I ever call you mine again?
I wish I knew it'd end all along.
4 days til the year mark ends.
The longest I've ever gone
& now I find I was fucking wrong.
I hope you don't move on.
I want you still.
More then ever.
Suicide looks like an option to me.
I find you were my life.
I'm so dumb, I still think were destiny.
I need to get over you, but I don't really want to.
I'm still hanging on a non-exsistant thread.
I can't get you out of my head.
I want to wake up now.
This can't be I was sure of it.
Sure we were destiny!
Will I ever fall in love again?
Every night I fucking cry over you.
I hate it! I hate what you do!
What have you become?
My nightmare is coming true.
PLEASE LET ME WAKE UP!!
I've grown to attached..I can't let go.
One last hug?
So I can keep you close.
Trust me, this time I won't let go.