Up Here In The Clouds

I sit here waiting,
For you to say you love me,
But you just keep debating,
Whether it's loving or hating,

To me it seems like you've forgotten,
But really you just think I'm good for nothing and rotten,
I just try to forget and keep getting stronger,
While you just sit there and ponder,

While I'm waiting for you to come,
You joke and laugh at me for being dumb,
But I will sit, and wait here,
Until I see it's safe and clear,

Then the day happens when you come to me,
And from my dark whole, I come out happily,
But you shoot me down,
And my smile, turns into a frown...

I then wake up with no fear,
To 'him' speaking in one ear,
Then I realize I am safe & sound,

Up here... In The Clouds.