Two faced

I’m tired of leading this double life,
two faced is something I never wanted to be,
ripped in half is something I never wanted to feel.
Yet here I am
standing before a hungry crowd
waiting for the condemning judgment to pass;
that I, the ever diligent sinner
am guilty of
leading two lives
that failed to stand side by side,
sit hand in hand.
Instead they tore me apart
left me
trembling naked
exposed to the world
for the fake that I am.