the dream

i cant hold it in anynore
tears run down my face
i feel a hand on my shoulder
the same hand ive been longing to hold
he asks
"whats wrong hun"
the tears just keep coming
"maybe i can help"
how could he possibly help,
if those tears are caused by him
his hand never leaves me
he says hell always be my friend
"what if i want to be more than that"
i manage to choke out
he pulls away his hand and all that comes from him is silence
i get up and leave
he pulls me back
"what if i said i did too"
everything went blank
it was all a dream
a dream i so desperatly wish would come true