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The tears we shed only dry up over time
so there's really no point in crying
And so we swallow our shame with wine
which leads to broken hearts and lying

i'm here trying to apologize
why are you pleasuring my demise?
i'm already immearsed in a sea of fear
i'm lost i dont understand, but i can't
shed a tear
the life i've led i'd rather forget
and most of it i do regret

somebody tell me, why do i do this?
it's a cycle for me, can't you see?
come back and help me get through this
i'm in a time of need and you're not even here.

i take another sip to ease my pain
aren't you tired of watching me play this game?

i'm tired of playing
help me stop
make me stop
before it's too late.