A Universe Overpowered

How is it possible,
That you take up this much of my mind?
It’s a vast universe,
Endless forever and ever,
So why am I thinking of you?
Every minute
Every day
Every week
Every month
I remember the good times,
But the bad ones come rushing in
Overpowering any good memories I had of you
Like a wave overpowering a single grain of sand
Everything reminds me of you
How is that possible?
Some things were never even around in your presence
Yet...
They bring pain
Pain and longing
I’m just so confused
By everything
Especially you