The Boys of a Dream

I let the word fear run my life for so long till you showed up...
I thought I would never fell comfortable till that time you sent your first message to me...
That day I felt a fire that not even the worlds best firemen could put out...
The first day I saw you my head went in to a spin...
Then you left and I felt that fear all over again....
But then along came the other half of my dream like a perfect pitch...
You saw me but not the me I wanted you to see....
Then you met my enemy and fell into the devil's trick...
I tried to tell you but you were pursuaded by the lust....
After the truth broke you got angery and left but a few months later came back...
All I wanted was to be loved by you the way I have for years....
But all you both will ever be is the Boys of a Dream I thought would once come true...
Well that all truned into a nightmare and left me with that word called fear to run my life again....