Lost It

He's so sick
He's in too much pain
He cries for help, but no one hears
Over the pouring rain
He's about to break
He's under too much strain
He reaches out, but they draw back
Stay away, they whisper, he's gone insane!

"No, don't leave me!"
He screams and cries
As they turn ther backs
Heaving great sighs
Leaving behind them nothing
But him and his lies
He's left all alone
With just tears he silently dries

He's finally lost it!
He can't take it anymore
He's finally broken!
He's collapsed on the floor
He's finally asking!
Why does he bother anymore?
He's finally realised!
He has no one to live for

Blood trickles down his arms
Tears stream down his face
With his razor, not blunt
His old scars he trace
He does it with fear
He does it with grace
He welcomes the pain gratefully
God, he hates this place!

He's lying still on the floor
He can't make an effot, not even to cry
He's just silently thinking
He's wondering why
Everything he does, he fails
Why does he even try?
He wants to tell the truth for once
But he's too far in his web of lies

He's finally lost it!
He can't take it anymore
He's finally broken!
He's collapsed on the floor
He's finally asking!
Why does he bother anymore?
He's finally realised!
He has no one to live for

(No one to live for)

Then she appears
Her beauty glows bright
She reaches out her hand
And pulls him into the light
Suddenly he belongs
Everything feels right
Living is easy now
He no longer has to fight!

He's finally happy!
He doesn't want to run
He's finally smiling!
It's as bright as the sun
He's finally knowing!
He doesn't need that gun
He's finally living!
This time, he won!