I know...

I know I am not much better,
I know I did the same to you
I know I am really stupid for doing it in the first place
I know there is such thing as forgive and forget
I know that you have forgiven and forgotten what I did,
I know that you would expect the same from me,
I know now, of the pain that I would have put you through when I told you I did the same
I know that this is not the end of our dark journey, it is only the beginning
I know that I still love you even if you committed such a stupid act
I know that I will never put you through that pain again...

But I don’t know that you will never put me through this pain again...