What Can I Do?

I love you
There’s no doubt about that
I’m sorry that I talked to him
But I felt as though it was needed
I love talking to you
You just jump to conclusions
I can talk to you about anything
But I just had to talk to him
I want to stay your friend
That will always hold true
We’ve been through too much together for that to not hold true
I don’t even know what to say
I’m sorry?
I was stupid?
I still love you no matter what?
I won’t do it again?
You won’t talk to me
You won’t tell me what I can do
So will you forever leave me to be confused?
To wonder where our friendship has gone?
I’ve been told we have a true camp friendship
I cried when you weren’t with me
I don’t want to go through that again
I need you in my life
I can’t survive without you
You’ve heard all this before,
But maybe this will finally get through to you
Without you in my life,
I’m not complete
Even if it’s not that much,
If I still have you a little,
Then I know I can live
But...
If you’re just going to turn away from me,
Without even helping me in trying to figure this out,
Then how am I supposed to live?
Please,
All I ask,
Tell me what I can do