No Goodbye.

I guess this time there's no goodbye,
The world was against us and I was the one that gave in

Tonight all I can do is lie down and cry,
Baby what I did to you is an unforgiveable sin

12 hours from now I'll be on the plane home,
On the plane that will take me farther away from you

Baby again, I'll be on my own,
Hating myself for everything I'll be crying, all alone

I'll feel so helpless; there's nothing I can do,
To take it back, to make it true

Sometimes I think I’ve completely got over it,
And other times it feels like its choking me, killing me

Do you know what hurts the most?
Imagining you with another girl, telling her what you used to tell me

How I wish you would just set me free.

But because real life is nothing like a fairy tale, I will move on.
No matter what it takes.
No matter how painful it is.

I will find my own way.
Some day.