the mirrors edge

have youever looked at a mirrors edge
i wish i could
because its like looking
back in time
at the old things
that you wish would go away
i see you in my dreams and wish id never told you
i see another and wish i could tell them
the truth i wish would come
to me
your lips press to the glass
and slowly let out a breath
leaving a cloud on it
as i rethink the day
that i said i could live with myself
and the world as it is
i hate these thoughts
and wish they would take me away
to the house with no name
so i would be safe from myself
as i try to tear my eyes
out of my skull
so i can unsee your face
your smile
and again go back to the way
i used to be
when i didnt know you
back in my hole
back in my mind
back when i could talk to myself
without fearing anyones reaction
because id seen it all before
fear
rejection
whispers behind my back
until i met you
where you accepted me for who i was
with no previous experience of my problems
but then again....
the mirrors edge can also look toward the future
maybe ill end up the way i wish
with you in my arms
with your bare skin against mine
as we release the stresses life has given
and find a revolutionary
yet quite ordinary
escape through our thoughts
to the place where they cant reach us
where they can bang forever and never disturb
the dusts that fall over us