A Lost Romantic, A Tragic Something

I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm not looking for respect
I'm looking for a vent, its all I'm gonna get
I'm not looking for a cure
I'm not looking for more
I'm looking for relief
My only sign of belief

I can give less of a shit,
Of what's their reason, what's their bet
I can give my heart out, speak the truth
But that'll do nothing but cause more abuse

Yes i can whine, i can complain
I can cry, i can make a blame
I can have a panic attack
I can go on a relapse
But in the end, it wont change
My mind will still be just as deranged

I'm a stress, I'm a mess
I just think, it's all my head
The future is near
It's becoming clear
That with all this work, I'll still end up as nothing
A lost romantic, a tragic something

Its terrifying, it's believable
All my work, it was all deceivable
But I have my remedy, the one that makes me whole
My love, my truth, my only hope

He can talk, make me feel
And though I may be a wreck, he will always deal
Tell me what you want, he's my own
And even if I do end up as bad as I think, I will always have a home

I start to think it's not so terrifying, it's not so bad
No matter what, I'll always have his romance