To Whom I Hate

The memories hit me like a sudden rain

Filled my palms with me tears

filled my heart with my pain

filled my head with my thoughts

filled my body with my dread

I hope this gets into your head

I hate you

How dare you

You hurt me

I wont take you back

You can beg

YOu can plead

You crave attention

All you want is affection

You played me

I blamed you

You invaded my space

Look at my face

Look happy to you?

I'm confined

I'm restrained

Holding back my pain

Hidden behind a mask

Not scary

But normal

Sound like me?

You never cared

Your only goal was to lie

To defy

And make me cry

Well you succeeded

I wish you'd die