Crazy

I walk alone.
No one is around
But I can always count on them.
The voices in my head
Too many to count

They are there for me
In times of grieve and worry
I am not afraid when they are there
Because I know that they aren't a threat

Everyone calls me crazy
I think I'm just unique
Good enough for their company
Deserving of their thoughts

Others laugh at me
Some just stare
I know they are the only ones who care
So i ignore the world around me
Since they only care about me

I ran away
Since everyone is all the same
judgemental, sane
I am not sane
Far from it

But I ignore the psychotic thoughts
Let the air flow through me
While others lock me in cushy rooms
I just laugh at them
They are the insane ones

Like a padded room will help me
It is just a place
A place that the voices can still get in
In that room they speak to me

Sometimes only whispers
Others, screams
I love them
They accept me
While in the back of my mind

I think I'm just crazy