You Never Existed
The fevered mind,
The hidden passion in my veins.
It can only be disguised,
By unwavering joy and reason,
That which I excel at not creating.
The breaking heart,
The loathing, but still loving, that which I never do.
It can only be summaraized
By looking inside of me,
And I'm afraid of you seeing too much.
Don't lie, you never existed,
Don't cry, I loved you still the same.
Don't be that way:
You were the only way I could be in love,
And loved back.
The hidden crime,
The cries I've made at humanity.
I can only forgive myself,
By saying it wasn't real,
But I don't want to lie anymore.
You were the figment of my imagination,
But I need to let go,
And look for someone alive,
Who might love me just the same,
But I'll always love you.
Don't lie, you never existed,
Don't cry, I loved you still the same.
Don't be that way:
You were the only way I could be in love,
And loved back.
I'm afraid of letting go,
But I'm just moving on.
I'll still miss you every day,
Even if my first love wasn't real.
The hidden passion in my veins.
It can only be disguised,
By unwavering joy and reason,
That which I excel at not creating.
The breaking heart,
The loathing, but still loving, that which I never do.
It can only be summaraized
By looking inside of me,
And I'm afraid of you seeing too much.
Don't lie, you never existed,
Don't cry, I loved you still the same.
Don't be that way:
You were the only way I could be in love,
And loved back.
The hidden crime,
The cries I've made at humanity.
I can only forgive myself,
By saying it wasn't real,
But I don't want to lie anymore.
You were the figment of my imagination,
But I need to let go,
And look for someone alive,
Who might love me just the same,
But I'll always love you.
Don't lie, you never existed,
Don't cry, I loved you still the same.
Don't be that way:
You were the only way I could be in love,
And loved back.
I'm afraid of letting go,
But I'm just moving on.
I'll still miss you every day,
Even if my first love wasn't real.