Psychotic Narcotic

Take the needle
Plunge it in
Break it off inside my skin
Feel the rush and savour the taste
A sickly sweet smile at this lover's disgrace

This love affair is wearing thin
Body breaking from within
I've lost the light and lost all hope
On this dysfunctional journey of acid and coke

Pop another pill
Bump another line
Hallucinating all the time
I never thought I'd live this life
Once you pop you just can't stop
Take me to the edge and throw me off

Falling, flying
Living, dying
Tearing at my slaughtered skin
They say true beauty's held within
I bet I'm fucking gorgeous on the inside

Barely breathing
Looking not seeing
Watch me crumble on the outside
Heroin's lover and ecstacy's bride

Another pill to make them go away
Am I paranoid or just insane?
This battle's nearly come to an end
My death just another narcotic trend.