You

I cannot forget you
And even though I try,
My thoughts go right back to you
And nothing is alright.

Every time I see you
I have to turn away
And I'm tired of everyone telling me
That every thing's okay.

If every thing was okay
I wouldn't be crying these tears.
So consumed by all this darkness.
Nothing is sacred here.

My wrists are cut and bleeding.
My eyes are stained with tears.
And somehow I knew I'd be here,
Somehow through all these years.

I love you so much
And sometimes I wonder why.
Why do I think so highly of you
When you barely know I'm alive?

The moonlight sparkles off my blade.
I've finally made up my mind.
The metal rips my skin
As scarlet tears fall from my eyes.

So many words left to be spoken,
So many things I didn't do
But I can't stay here any longer.
My heart has been broken by you.

01/29/07