I'm Sorry

Mum, Dad,
Sister, brother
Boyfriend, best friend
Forget me, if you'd rather

It doesn't hurt anymore
But I'm sorry
I didn't mean to
Please don't worry

I'm just a second away now
So these are my last words
I was stupid, Mum
I was absurd!

I'm so so sorry
Don't be ashamed, Dad
Think about other things
Not this, it's too bad

I can't believe it, brother
Why would I do something
So stupid like that?
Now I'm nothing

I'm just a managled body
About to be put underground
It's what I deserve, sister
So I won't complain

I'm sorry I had to leave
In such a horrible way, boyfriend
Don't think it was your fault
Nor the fault of your friends

Don't forget me, best friend
The me who wouldn't do this
The me who would be sensible
The me who really exists

I'm sorry for the fights
With you all I had
Just before I left
I'm sorry for the additude, Mum, Dad

I'm sorry I chose not
To play with you two
My dear brother and sister
I'm sorry, it's true

I'm sorry I chose him over you
When you needed me
Best friend, I'm really sorry
I should've chosen you, now I see

I'm sorry I fought with you too
Boyfriend, I needed to
Take it out on someone
And it just happened to be you

Now I regret getting in that car
When i knew I was drunk
I regret thinking I couldn't be hurt
Couldn't be sunk

Yet here I am
Lying in this hospital bed
Injured, unable to do anything
About to be pronounced dead

I'm sorry Father, sister
I'm sorry boyfriend, brother
I'm sorry best friend
I'm sorry Mother