You'reSoHardToLetGoOf

Falling, falling, falling. My tears drop to the ground.
You can't even see them, you don't even know.
Lost in this dark world you left me in, screaming and crying, just trying to make a sound.
Tears falling, every night. I try so hard to keep it on the down low.
I want to run from the thoughts about you that stick to my mind.
I've been trying ever since that day, way back in November,
It's July and I'm still trying.
I deleted all your texts, threw away everything I ever wrote about you, I dated other guys, tried to stop talking to you. Those pictures you sent me, remember?
Those are gone too. But yet I'm still crying.
You had to have left something, something that made a scar on my heart.
Was it the way you touched me? Or maybe it was the way everyone told me you loved me like no other girl before.
I love you, now and before, but now I wish I didn't even start.
This is killing me. Pain used to rip through my veins, could you have left me with more?
It doesn't hurt, but I still cry.
And I never really figured out why.