War Within

Day and night
A fight within
These shadows around me
Won’t let me win
And I die
Suicide

All the struggles
Bound to chains
These thoughts destroy me
Slit my veins
And I die
Genocide

But now I feel it
Upon my skin
In every moment
We lose to win
No sacrifice
No victory
If I had my choice
It would still be me

When I drown myself
In my dreams
This reality grasps
My self esteem
With every action
We seek to hide
Our only purpose
To live and die

(And die (3x))
Inside

Winding road
In my head
Set my path
Up ahead
Will I ascend?
To fall back down
Will I prevail?
Only to fail in the end

(In the end (3x))
Of time

Thoughts meander
In this silence
Suffocating
Due to violence
Selfish needs
Get out of me
Can’t you see?
I am free

(I am free (6x))
Of you