Just Because Im Me

my head is a jumble of confused thoughts
i feel like my stomach is tied up in knots

the pain it throbs it burns it swells
but later on the dred still dwells

i wont smoke up and start once more
or else ill be thrown out the door

the drink is evil it bruises my skin
it lets out his devil within

theres no way out of this mess of a life
i must protest this inner striff

the cuts the bruises the emotional scars
ill just sit and watch the passing cars

theres no where to go, nowhere to see
i wont amount to anything.. just because im me