May I Come to My Funeral?

When I'm out,
Are you going to visit my
Shell
The way they do in the
Moviesbooksreallife?

Will you weep over my
Lively, wax-like corpse?

Darling.

Will you cry?
Will you
Remember me?

When they dust me with
Peach colored powder
And add synthetic color to my cheeks,
Are you going to visit me
Visit me visit it?

I'll be watching from behind you
As you shake and beg for my return,
I wish you could know that I'm next to you,
Behind you.
Silly Darling.

When I'm behind you
Choking on flowers while
You choke on sobs,
Will I know anything?
Will I know that you love me?

I don't want you to worry.
I'll carry on for I am dead.
♠ ♠ ♠
I was just pacing in my room, listening to my ipod, watching Fall in the back yard from my window and out of nowhere just sat down at my desk and started writing. I have to say i'm proud of the results and I dedicate this to my grandpa, solely because he was all i could think about whilst writing this poem. Rest in peace.