The Taste Of Regret

You stand infront of me while I lay there hoplessly
I've given up
All my walls are now crumbled
The only thing you could do now is just watch
Watch as I crumble to pieces
Theres nothing left to do but just witness the scene before you
Watch as i destroy myself from the inside out
You tried to help
But I pushed you away
So I can only blame myself
I wish i could rewind time
Maybe just maybe you could have saved me
If i gave you a chance
If I let you in
And droped the barriers around me
Would this have ended differently?
I regret not letting you in
but its to late now
I brought this on to myself
You tried
So dont feel guilty for whats going to happen to me next....