Questions with no real answers

Why did I stop?
Why do I even exist?
Getting dirty looks as if I don't belong.
Why can't I fit in?
I don't have anyone here.
I'm so alone.
Why do I even care anymore?
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I was accepted into an elite program at my school that is ranked above Honors classes: S.O.A.R. I walk into my S.O.A.R homeroom every morning and they all just stop and stare. That's how it is all 7 periods, 8 if you count lunch. I don't belong anywhere, not even at home.