Left Behind

I am the girl who always got left behind
I wonder if someday I'll finally lose my mind
I hear the breaking waves crashing on the shore
I see only the darkness and I wonder if there's more
I want you to search, I want you to find, for -
I am the girl who always got left behind.

I pretend that I'm whole, not dead but alive
I feel like wishing that I could only survive.
I touch only nothing, not even the cold air
I worry that no one will look, but stare
I cry 'cause when you search, it's not me that you'll find, for -
I am the girl who always got left behind.

I understand that I'm gone, and I'm broken inside
I say that I miss you, but our worlds shouldn't collide
I dream of rebirth, and I wish I weren't dead
I try not to think - I fear I'll lose my head
I hope for the light, and that me you'll find, for -
I am the girl who always got left behind.