STOP

I sit here, tears in my eyes, heart in my hands.
You stand way over there, with a soulless smirk on your face.
These words you say, sow my heart back together.
These other words you say, break my heart back into the small tiny pieces they were before you said a word.
STOP! With the words that you have used to hurt me.
You say you "Love" me. So then why am I bleeding from the inside out?
Why am I awake at night with dreams and nightmares both about you?
Why are you always on my mind, when I want nothing to do with you?
I-I, don't want anything else to do with you.
So please, try to keep me off your mind, keep my name off your perfect lips, and your eyes off that picture we had just taken not so long ago.
I-I, don't want to see you again.
I-I, don't want to feel your arms around me, anymore.
I-I, STOP! Making me feel these things for you!
You make fantasy so real, the words you say weave a shield against the real and logical.
Now I don't know what's real and what's not.
I can't trust myself anymore because when you open your mouth I'm drawn back and, I-I don't want to be back with you...ever.
STOP! Please!