Blast from the past

Once again I'm here stuck in the same rut
feeling like I'm digging my own grave
I know I've been here before and I can recall where
knowing why my heart has been deserted and left in a ditch
or let alone a deep rut

I guess its kind of funny to know when I'm going to be left alone
nobody really knows when its going to happen
but then I always realize I'm a nobody
the biggest nobody of them all
its fair to call me whatever you want

I know I've been here before time and time again
just to blind to see all the positive sides of my life
but I guess my negative overwhelms my positive
I saw you look and I saw you run

I would run but I'm stuck in the same rut from the past and haunted by the same mistake I made