Hate This

I hate this pain,
The pain that is on the inside.
No matter what I do.
I can never seem to be rid of it.

I told you I loved you.
When you said you loved me too,
Did you really mean it?
Or was everything a lie,
A joke just to play.

Now I am sitting here,
Feeling a cross between,
Numb and pain.

Thinking how stupid of me it was,
To believe your every word.
To fall for you,
Even though you never loved me.

I guess this proves it.
I love you more,
But now that I do,
I don't want it anymore.

This love for you is killing me,
Oh why didn't I see.
That i was just a fool,
For loving someone such as you.