Hold It Against You

I tried to save our friendship
But you killed It with your words
I tried to help you
Now you are...
With a sinking feeling
Well I hope anyway

Because you didn't care
You could, no you should feel guilty
For hurting me
I thought days like this was over
But I was wrong
Now I am weak instead strong

Sick of your excuses
It's so bloody useless
Even if
I held a grudge against you
It wouldn't last that long
It wouldn't, because you make me feel guilty

Well It isn't meant to be
This way
Yesterday, today
And days after that
You had some nerve
Now, I am far from okay