Fight For Air

Life is fully alone
Wholly worth the pain
Like a tattoo on your conscience
It can smell the fear in your eyes
And feel your weakness
The tingling feeling under your skin
And ringing in your ears
Try to smell the heat
Resining in your empty shell
Corpse of yourself
Your weakness is unfelt
By most around
But all can feel
How you want to be
Changed, not in the least
Life is as real
As the ads on TV
Your fears are realized
Because the world turns
And stops the sun where the moon continues
Though the silver lining between clouds
Shows you where to go
The respectful veins of hate
The diamond of love glints as the knife comes down
Like me cutting out my nerves
For Ray must submit to the will of God
For the future may leave behind beliefs of
Life beyond life
For on Sunday, my wandering feeling
Festers in the dark
For the high-lying floor
You lay on for now
Is due to break under stress on the strings
Der Tod ist Leben definiert
Death is Life defined
My heard whispers from is depths of my skin
My lungs scream for air
My glistening will pulls back
And leaves my dark seamed soul
Alone in its sorrow.