Unwanted

I feel like running
I don’t know where
I don’t know how

I feel like screaming
Everywhere
Hard and loud

But I don’t

Can you hear it?
Can you hear the voice?
I don’t want to be near it
But I have no choice

It’s in my head, I tell you
But you don’t believe me,
Of course!
It’s slowly gashing my heart
It hasn’t heard of the term
Remorse

It’s just like you, don’t you think?
Never feeling any shame
I embraced you with my arms at once
Though for you, it wasn’t the same

And now as we watch the Swan Lake Ballet
Watch the figures dance and twirl
My head is screaming for thy heart
And my heart is withering from the pain

And as the flames go up
And take the show
I’m back at my flat waiting for you
-
Because as the flames dance around
And take a bow
I realize I’m back at my flat, all alone.

I want to run
I’m not sure where
I’m not sure how

I want to scream
Everywhere
Hard and loud

But I don’t

Because the voice is back again
And its prescence creeps up proud
And it whispers to me softly,
“You’re not wanted”…aloud

And I want to run
I want to scream

But I don’t…’cause I’m unwanted.