R.I.P My Friend

It was nice to meet you,
Even if for only a week,
It felt like a year.

So happy when we talked
What happened?

19 and alone,
Why’d you leave?
Why’d you do it?

I’ll miss you.
I love you.

I’m sorry for everything.
You didn’t deserve it.

Tears are flowing,
My heart is plummeting,
My breathing is increasing,
I’m shaking,
You hurt me.

I’ll live with it but I don’t want too.
I wanted to talk to you.
I wanted to touch you.
I wanted to see you.
I wanted to be with you.

I know you’re around,
But I can’t see you.
I know how you felt
But you could have told me.
The pain was paralyzing
But we could have talked about it.

You will forever Rest In Peace
And forever be in my heart,
My Friend.
♠ ♠ ♠
I love you Derek I will always love you.
This is not the answer for anyone in pain.
Please talk to someone you trust.
Please pick a different rout to take.