Drown Yourself (In a Sea of Apathy)

Do you know how it feels to lose yourself?
Do you know how it feels to be free?
Do you know how it feels to fade away?
To drown yourself in a sea of apathy?

Does it all feel like too much?
Do you think you're going insane?
Do you want to know why you feel this?
Do you want someone to blame?

Is this really what you want?
To drown yourself in sorrow?
Did you feel like this yesterday?
Will you feel like this tomorrow?

Is there anyone to confide in?
Is there anyone you can tell?
Do you know if anyone cares?
That you're going to burn in hell?

Does anything matter anymore?
Was it all just a joke?
Is God trying to help you?
Or is he laughing 'til he chokes?

Is your heart just a machine now?
Will its beating come to an end?
Is it finally time?
To utter your last 'amen'?

Now you know what it feels like to lose yourself,
What it feels like to be free.
Now you know how it is to fade away,
Drown yourself, once more, in a sea of apathy.