A nothing but a something thats there

Why cant I just die than live through this torture.
With a dead-end dream for a better future.
A life with a dream that ends in a failure.
Thats all you ever wanted from me.
Me to fall on the floor and admit I was wrong.
But you havnt seen me do that yet
I wont admit I've failed at all because I cant ever let you win

(Chorus)
I've through hell and back again.
All that time I never gave in.
Now I'll sit back and watch you fall again.
From your brilliant dumbass life.
Feel the pain I suffered to get you here.
But when you die I wont shed a tear
Your nothing to me cause thats all you can be.
Your nothing but a something thats there.

I'm a hopeless Failure with no intentions in life.
My only possestions a gleaming knife.
I only wish those words were true.
Then Id slit your throat and watch you choke.
Then with a muffled laugh I'd hide my joy. With perhaps a sarcastic cry.

(Chorus)

Go to school you'd still never learn.
Fuck this verse I wanna watch you burn.
Your inconvient convience of a pain in the ass.
After you burn you'll turn to ash.
So then I'll blow you away and steal your cash.

(Chorus).