He's My Friend and My Worse Nightmare That CameTo Life

You're the kind of girl who is always in pain
Who doesn't trust anyone but herself
You'll lie and cheat
just to make it to the top
Call You a lier or a heartbreaker
He still can't help but to fall deeper in love
He knows the worst of you and the best
He listens to your crys for the other
You're selfish
not caring about his feelings
His pain as you are in joy
What will happen once he leaves
They all know that you have him wrapped around your finger
But I'm the only one that understands you the best
To understand that you want this all to end
To end this so called 'friendship' will be for the best
But you can't...
You want him all to yourself
His the only one who knows you all to well
The one you can cry to without feeling weak
The one that can love you for who you really are
He sees you under your false mask
The nice little girl that you play out to be
He sees the dark depressed little girl
that has to have anything and everything
He stills loves you but you,
you won't allow yourself to love him
Is it cause you know you'll ruin it sooner then later?
That you know you can lose everything as long as he's by your side?
That you might love him but to afaird of the long run?
I know you so well
The confusion
The hurt
It all because I am you
He's the only one that we can't lose
He's the one and only person that can love us even through the dirt and gram that cover us
He's pure and that's one out of many that we want to tie him down
So he can never run away
He's my friend and my worse nightmare that came to life