Weird

Why do I let you get inside my head and jerk me around
Maybe its my cry for attention or maybe I like the thrill
Of not knowing how you are going to hurt my next
If thats it is it weird

You would think by now I would have found
Out why I like it when you push me down the hill
Of my sanity and I know this doesnt make sense at least according to the text
But is it so weird