Let Me Go, I'm Going

I hear the pounding in my head,
The smoke fill my lungs,
And all I want is an escape
From everything you’ve created.

Twist my lies,
Hide my cries,
Twist my fears,
Hide my tears.

It’ll be over soon…

Looking for an excuse
That blames the truths
And hides my muse.

Longing for more,
Waiting for nothing,
You’d rather smoke
Your life away,
Then say those words
To make me stay.

It’ll be over soon…

It’s getting colder now,
I’m growing weary now,
I’m longing for more,
But waiting for nothing,
I’ll close my eyes
And walk away,
Pretending it’s your fault,
That I can’t stay.

It’ll be over soon…

So smoke your life away,
But don’t you bother,
‘Cause I’ll be okay,
Living for me,
No longer for you,
Just let me stay.

I’ll be over soon…

I can’t say goodbye,
So I’ll close my eyes,
Hide my behind my lies,
And leave you behind.

It’s all over now.
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I wrote this in a few minutes, and it's to/about no one in particular, just kind of a collection of people and/or feelings. Let me know what you HONESTLY think of it.. It's the first thing I've been able to write in at least a week.