I'm the man who lost everything

I am trained by the goverment who betrayed me
The black tuxedo hugs my skin the tie hides my grin
She sends me out to commit her every sin
For her majesty she always exclaims.

Out comes the weapon the handy ppk
t'was a handy gun in its day
Now it lays there gathering dust
Until I gather up the courage to deal with her next bust.

The love I once had has long but extinguished
Man after man that has died by my hand all for her
she is the devil behind the desk
she is the falcon waiting in its nest

She is the woman I will always respect
She is my boss she is the highest rank
she is who allows me my next trip to the bank
but even then my suit will still be stained with blood.

The blood you can never wash out
the guilt that never goes away
the guilt you never keep at bay
the guilt that makes my day.